To say it has been some time since I have posted or even visited LJ is an understatement. But, here I am. Much older, not so much the wiser. A lot has changed in my life, my views, temperament, my relationships, all around everything. I honestly do not remember the last time I posted, what or how much of my life has been updated to this, or if ( Read more... )

Okay So I can't bring myself to delete this journal since I have had it since January 12th 2001.  But I am going to basically stop using it.  There are a few people left here that actually talk to me still, or have any contact with me what so ever.  So I'm not loosing those LJ connections.  So Fair Well to those who I don't talk to or communicate ( Read more... )

Got our V2 Cigs yesterday.  They are okay I guess.  Might need to go to medium for myself.  Not bad though.  I like being able to NOT have to go out into the snow to smoke.  I think I need to get some serious help or something.  I have got some serious emotional issues.  I'm either furious, suicidal, or trying not to bawl my eyes out.  Yesterday I ( Read more... )

Do you ever want to be so immersed in someone else's life and someone else's issues just to escape your own deprived thoughts?  Okay maybe deprived isn't quite the word I was looking for.  I'm so frustrated with so much and I haven't got a damn soul to talk to about it.  If I talk to jer he gets upset and pissed off at me and thinks I'm being a ( Read more... )

And the Nightmare that is "Black Friday" begins.. Really.. what is the point of it,  couldnt they have come up with a better idea than everyone swarming a store all at once to get deals on merchandise?  Eh,  life goes on,  mine however will probably be taken by some guy around noon with a small pistol in his pocket because we didn't have anymore of ( Read more... )

Got Married.

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15ish hours.

18 days.

So The wedding is in 34 days.  I wish I could have more people, more friends, that won't be able to for one reason or another, there.  I wish I still talked to some people I don't anymore.  The reception is going to be at Game day on 94 (Jer's Choice).  Feel free to stop by.  Amanda and Carlos if y'all didn't live so far away I'd say come out.  ( Read more... )

So Loki is a little over three months old, and I am still up to my eyeballs in hospital bills.  I've realized that the only friends I have live no where near me and I never get to see them.  All the people up here that I used to ''hang out'' with were more or less "friends" while I was willing to go out get hammered or throw parties, now I've ( Read more... )