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i feel like i would be staying with him because i owe him something. like it's an obligation. and i don't think a relationship should be like that. i am not inlove with him. i don't want to put for the effort. it's pretty shitty of me, but maybe i should have done this a while ago. i can't continue in this way because it's not what i want. i ( Read more... ) -
Things I Like About Today
riding an elevator up to my floor with no stops
iced coffee
making bacon and eggs for breakfast
leftovers for lunch
having a new book to read
anticipating carey
anticipating corinne
beautiful sunshine
calm energy at work -
Fixins
Sometimes I read my friend's words looking for myself in them. Is that selfish? I just want to know that I have had an impact on another person, something visible or tangible or legible - that the because our lives have rubbed up against each other perhaps there is a residue left there that you can go back and see after you haven't interacted for ( Read more... ) -
Some Stuff I Thought Up on the Train
I may be a sexual being
But fuck you for thinking
Of me like that
I may like to stuff
My breasts in a basket
And carry them on my back
But fuck you for looking
And judging my figure
I may feel like
Scratching your eyes out
But fuck you for calling
Me a bitch
I may flirt
With people I don't want
But fuck you for getting
Your panties in a bunch -
Steve Pavlina
The only true security lies in action. -
Flab...
...of the mind ( Read more... ) -
And now for something completely different
How does this happen? I decided this morning (last night?) that I need to be writing/journaling, and for a bit of a change I didn't want to do it in my usual medieval handwritten fashion but that I would surreptitiously wander here, to my good old friend live journal, whom nobody reads and whom I never ever visit. And I thought of many things to ( Read more... ) -
if anyone remembers
So it's becoming pretty easy for me to not go into work ever. But when I do I get cool stuff like free food. And I still get paid. This is the best job ever! My goals for the day: send out my report for work, practice songs for cover band (we are singing for bikers at the harley davidson expo in long island city tomorrow), practice monologues ( Read more... ) -
Long time...
Holy fucking shit, I'm such a lame ass! No wonder I took this link off my facebook profile!
I really got into the whole cry-on-your-livejournal thing - it's not even funny to read, it's just lame! Oh dear... -
Last Day of Classes!
That's it. Last day of classes. Ever. Pretty freaking cool!