Blah blah blah. That's all I've felt like lately. I can't get over this mundane feeling. This feeling of freedom so close, yet just out of reach. Everything has become so repetitive. I can't wait for classes to be over. They're draining my creative energy. I feel that when I try to do something to get a good grade, it turns out like shit. If the ( Read more... )

I find it fascinating how many decisions can be made after talking them through with an amazing friend over filthy food at the local family diner at midnight. I don't understand why I keep thoughts such as this bottled up for so long. Actually, I didn't realize how bottled up they were until everything just came pouring out. It was almost as if I ( Read more... )

I found this to be really amusing. Pehaps a real post will appear later.

George's creature-nemesis:

The Dreaded POSSUM


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So, I know we have Monday off and such (a *Travel Day* they call it) which equals a four day weekend for me, but I've decided to take today off too, well I'm just not going to Painting. I just don't feel like forcing myself to paint for two and a half hours. I hate that about studio classes: Most require you to go and work for two and a half hours ( Read more... )

I'm buzzing with energy, or at least I feel like I am. Its potential energy, nothing that I have in my direct possession at the moment anyways. The air around me feels as if its brimming with possibilities, bussiling with things to come. Good things. Exciting things. Things that are going to be a complete surprise. This positive energy is a bit ( Read more... )

So the general concensus is that school should just be over. Personally, I'm just looking forward to getting the hell out of Fredonia for good. I'm also looking forward to working alot and getting a second (and possibly third job, if all goes accordingly) and making money and getting tattoos and moving out and everything else in between. There is ( Read more... )

This crazy, two week long sore throat dealy is finally being taken care of with some Amoxicillin thanks to over a  two hour trip to the *After Hours* clinic with my mum last night. We only went to the *Nite Nite Clinic* (as it was called on way too many papers there) 'cos my doctor didn't have any appointments 'til forever. They swabbed my throat ( Read more... )

I am a complete music junkie. I have no problem saying that either, as compared to some of my other obsessions. I never go a day without listening to hours and hours of music. I get into different moods with different artists. Take the stellar Ms. Spears for example. At times, she can really make me shake my ass. Other times, she puts me into a ( Read more... )

Our current project for Painting is to take an object that we find appealing (I chose a sunflower) and abstract it. Upon first reading this project I thought, 'Awesome! This should be fun and rather easy.' (Famous last words.) But as I've come to work on the project and debate what to do next and such, ABSTRACT PAINTING IS FUCKING HARD. Seriously, ( Read more... )

I went to the Reservation today to get gas and on the way I passed a cemetery just outside of Dunkirk on Route 5. I said to myself, *Maybe I'll stop in there on my way back.* So I get gas, head back and stop at the little cemetery on a cliff right on Lake Erie. I parked near the cliff and walked to the edge. Great view of the lake and the sun was ( Read more... )