It's been awhile since I last posted to this blog. A REALLY LONG TIME actually. Sometimes, I just feel the need to vent or console myself by getting it all out there ya know? Right now I just feel so empty. I have so much to be thankful for, I have been blessed. Still, I feel empty, unhappy almost. FML!! I just got this greart job opportunity..that ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of pity shit. Childish habits that I wish some people would grow from. So this old "friend" of mine has this absurd idea that I have or had a crush on him. I blew it off at first, because it's just plain silly, but he keeps insisting over and over that I did. First of all, I met him through a mutual friend. He was going through ( Read more... )

Thought I would bless you guys with a new entry, it's been awhile since I had a worthwhile entry. I wrote a couple of entries that never made it to the final drawing board. I ended up writing them and reading over them and thought I'd save you guys the stress. Yeah I do feel like I wrote them for nothing, but it was good at the time to let all of ( Read more... )

I'm not big on family events. I feel obligated to make a cameo at them unfortunately. I always feel like I don't fit in and don't make myself socially available at them. Pretty much I go so no one will give me a hard time for not attending. What would they be missing if I didn't? I don't even remember if I went last year or not, I don't believe I ( Read more... )

Worry..why must I let myself worry? I'm so sick of myself sometimes. I worry for no reason at all sometimes. Sometimes I don't worry about things I really should be worried about. Sometimes I take my job for granted, which I really shouldn't, because I would be up the creek without a paddle and have nothing if I didn't have it. I should worry about ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how much longer I will have to pretend to be happy again? There's only so much pretending I can do. There's only so much pretending anyone can do. You know I actually thought that if I pretended everything was okay, that it would eventually be okay. Hasn't worked out that way. I just keep finding myself in the gutter again. I really ( Read more... )

Dido
"White Flag"I know you think that I shouldn't still love you ( Read more... )

106 Questions Some People Wouldn't Think To Ask!

001. When's the last time you ran?
Oh man! Couldn't even tell ya.

002. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
Oh yea!

003. What are you dreading right now?
Work tomorrow afternoon. Ick.

004. Do you celebrate 4/20?
No I don't do drugs.

006. What face cleanser do you use ( Read more... )

I have way too much time on my hands. I seem to be typing up a new blog/entry everytime I fart! Had to go to a damn meeting at work at 8am..which means I got maybe 3-4 hours of sleep at the most since I stay up late. It lasted for about 2 hours. Had alot to cover and alot of bitching to do. I was fortunate enough to run into Katie on my way out and ( Read more... )

Tuesday, October 10, 2006

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