Things going on in my head..read with caution!
Worry..why must I let myself worry? I'm so sick of myself sometimes. I worry for no reason at all sometimes. Sometimes I don't worry about things I really should be worried about. Sometimes I take my job for granted, which I really shouldn't, because I would be up the creek without a paddle and have nothing if I didn't have it. I should worry about that, but ya know, I don't. Ugh. There are people I worry about that probably don't even think twice about me or waste time worrying about me. I bet there are people I SHOULD be worried about that I don't think twice about either. There are people I "should" worry about, that I just don't. No particular reason. Does that make me selfish?
Another annoying thing I have going on is my indecisiveness. I can't make decisions!!! Even when it's as simple as someone asking "Where do you wanna go eat at?" I'm dumbfounded and say "I dunno, where do you wanna go eat at?" I can maybe answer after setting there and thinking about it for a good while, but that's not gonna always work when you're on a schedule.
Sometimes I wanna be far away from here, somewhere I could just start over, then I think about what I would be leaving behind. Think about how things would be without me being here in Frankfort, or here in Kentucky for that matter. Would I be missed? Would things be better for me, or worse, or just about the same? Would anyone notice..or care? Blah, sorry to bore you with my MIND. Just alot going on in my head right now, I'm scatterbrained. Things going on in my head..read with caution!
Another annoying thing I have going on is my indecisiveness. I can't make decisions!!! Even when it's as simple as someone asking "Where do you wanna go eat at?" I'm dumbfounded and say "I dunno, where do you wanna go eat at?" I can maybe answer after setting there and thinking about it for a good while, but that's not gonna always work when you're on a schedule.
Sometimes I wanna be far away from here, somewhere I could just start over, then I think about what I would be leaving behind. Think about how things would be without me being here in Frankfort, or here in Kentucky for that matter. Would I be missed? Would things be better for me, or worse, or just about the same? Would anyone notice..or care? Blah, sorry to bore you with my MIND. Just alot going on in my head right now, I'm scatterbrained. Things going on in my head..read with caution!