Well, I sit my pre-med entrance exam on Wednesday. Which is both scary and exciting, the first concrete step in the journey along this career path ( Read more... )

I am disgusted.

I cannot believe I was naive enough to trust people. Of course the knife in the heart from the person you hold closest to you is always expertly aimed.

Lately I've been treading that fine line of wanting people to stay the fuck away from me and being lonely.

Hey ( Read more... )

Well, things have only continued to get worse. The tension at home has increased, and I really didn't think that was possible ( Read more... )

I feel sick with the flat wars of the past week. Yes, our household had been disrupted for at least a couple of months but now it's shattered for good. My flatmate and I are leaving, and leaving behind people that were our friends, not anymore ( Read more... )

I wish upon you an eternity in Hell, not the cartoon Hell but the Hell with fiery torture and sodomisation by the Devil's spiked ice phallus.

That is all.

I've just happened to get into this state that is quite foreign to me. I've always been externally referenced, relied on others to back up my ideas, to give me validation, and have drawn confidence from that approval ( Read more... )

I'm still not sure how to treat this journal. I've never been a day-by-day diary writer, more kept a record, written when something interesting or important happens, and this may be how this little journal works when I can't be bothered saying what I've been up to, or of course when what I have been doing is so frightfully boring that I don't ( Read more... )

Right, just trying to set up this bloody thing. Arrgh it is beating me.