i feel...unnecesary...not needed....superfluous....

one of these days, i'll be enough...
i hate feeling inadequate...

soooooo
i'm actually pretty happy.
finally.
one or two little hitches here or there, but on the whole... happy.
and that damn accent's been coming out ALOT lately. i don't know what that means. i just may not care if people hear it anymore....
oh. and Salacious Crumb!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you'll understand next week...

my phone's back on, my electricity's back on....so what if i only have $70 for the week... at least i can talk to people again ( Read more... )

right. so i've been thinking alot lately....bad idea ( Read more... )

so the bank is holding my money hostage...until tomorrow... "for my protection" but i need to pay my bills today... yesterday... last week. my car insurance may be canceled. and rent was due last week ( Read more... )

wow. i haven't updated this thing for about a month ( Read more... )

so....i hate it when people change their numbers and don't let me know...on the other hand, i had a really interesting chat with the girlie who has Crystal's old #...Crystal!!!! Call me!!! We need to hang out ( Read more... )

So Andy has my car now...i HATE the fucking run-around he's giving me...i have an engine..no,i found an enigine....no, i priced one engine...i priced a few engines...the engine should be around 500....maybe 450...maybe ( Read more... )

oh yeah....
New York was fun...