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right. so i've been thinking alot lately....bad idea.
i am 23. i've been living on my own since i was 19. i've been broke and relying on the charity of others since i was 19. i haven't done shit with my life since i was 19.
i never went to school so i'm not qualified to do anything but what i've been doing for the past 8 years....retail. so i'm not GOING to be doing anything with my life. i can't afford college. even if i got loans and scholarships and such, i can't afford the time off from work to go to school....i'm stuck...
i live in a shitty apartment. i can hardly afford the $233/month rent. plus gas and electricity and car insurance and bank loan and credit cards and phone and gas for the POS... i make $9 an hour....30-40 hours a week...if i'm lucky...
i'm hungry. my clothes don't fit. i'm dehydrated. i'm dizzy. i smoke too much. i drink too much.
23...assistant manager in retail...shitty apartment...crappy car...no money...
the only good thing going on right now is joe.
if not for him.....
bye
i am 23. i've been living on my own since i was 19. i've been broke and relying on the charity of others since i was 19. i haven't done shit with my life since i was 19.
i never went to school so i'm not qualified to do anything but what i've been doing for the past 8 years....retail. so i'm not GOING to be doing anything with my life. i can't afford college. even if i got loans and scholarships and such, i can't afford the time off from work to go to school....i'm stuck...
i live in a shitty apartment. i can hardly afford the $233/month rent. plus gas and electricity and car insurance and bank loan and credit cards and phone and gas for the POS... i make $9 an hour....30-40 hours a week...if i'm lucky...
i'm hungry. my clothes don't fit. i'm dehydrated. i'm dizzy. i smoke too much. i drink too much.
23...assistant manager in retail...shitty apartment...crappy car...no money...
the only good thing going on right now is joe.
if not for him.....
bye