got a new livejournal to remotely match my new e-mails, my new messengers, & to keep "some ppl" (u know who u r) outta my shit off my screen-names.

it's been about a wk since my last actual entry, but so much has been going on. first of all i had to change my yahoo, my msn, & now i might havta change my lj & my # b/c i keep getting messages from that person & several calls from an 828 area code that i'm pretty sure r him too. sometimes i wish that he would come back & yet @ the same time i ( Read more... )

today - not so good. 1st block was dull as hell so i just sat around & bullshitted w/ epperly in the lounge. i had to take my exam in 2nd & i'm prolly the only person n history to ever fail bullick's exam b/c it's open-book & it's on interpreting maps. i made it through 4 questions before i started wobbling & jamie pulled me over on him so i could ( Read more... )

have u ever felt like u just weren't good enough for anyone or anything? like someone u truly care about deserves so much better than u could ever give them? that feeling sux ass & i was never obligated to feel that way til last thursday... i would go into detail bout it but i'm really tired & i might end ^ fallin asleep as i write this. but let's ( Read more... )

have u ever felt like u just weren't good enough for anyone or anything? like someone u truly care about deserves so much better than u could ever give them? that feeling sux ass & i was never obligated to feel that way til last thursday... i would go into detail bout it but i'm really tired & i might end ^ fallin asleep as i write this. but let's ( Read more... )

just like the title says, things can only get worse. i skipped out on school friday to go to the fucking doctor & now i "can't" have caffeine. saturday i ended ^ gettin so sick that i was actually n tears. today got worse b/c i'm either allergic to my prescription or my meds make me allergic to sunlight. worst of all i got blown off today, which ( Read more... )

this past wk has been nothing but shit. last wednesday was great b/c i got away from beckley. i never thought i'd b happier screaming about bugs than surrounded by a crowd of ppl. thursday started out like a good day, but then it turned to pure shit after seeing aaron. friday was actually good too, i spent the night hangin out w/ robin, gary, & ( Read more... )

chose to write n black today, seeing as how the life & color has faded from my world these past few days. some of u may already know that there's a bunch of shit goin on right now. some things have been goin on w/ aaron (as always), but this time it could make me lose him for a really long time, if not forever. i've endured alot of hell this past ( Read more... )

today flew by... even newcomb's class seemed to last only a few minutes, but that could b b/c i was sortta putting off the whole coming home thingy. not b/c of family shit, but b/c ppl always seem to find me @ my house. that's not necessarily a bad thing, but i'm not really sure what to say right now to a particular person considering what happened ( Read more... )