i will be very interested to see the shape my life takes in about 8 years time. really, i will honestly be shocked no matter what happens, even if its exactly what i might expect. because when stuff happens that i expect.....well, im pretty shocked.

god is picking on me again. this is so unfortunate.

soooo i thought i was super overwhelmed last quarter and i guess its hard to tell before i have even had my first class but IM BORED. gahhhhhhhh. maybe i need a job.

ok so this is me being all cutesy.... i had to go through all these old family photos to find ones to put in this frame for my g-ma for xmas. so i picked out some of my faves and im keepin them here so i dont forget they exist.

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so im having car troubles and I need to take my car into a shop. i havent had to do that yet in santa cruz and i was wondering if anyone could recommend a good shop? i have a honda accord.

Back at the homestead ( Read more... )

this is my ode to dorm room showering. the co-edness of it all. the messiness. the inconvenience. here is why i hate showering in my nice, comfortable home shower ( Read more... )

So i was in my civil rights class today, and this man (black) was accused of brutally murdering his best friend, when of course he didnt, and the police/fbi actually had. He was sentenced to prison and while he was in prison he was optomistic that justice would prevail and that what didnt kill him would only make him stronger. If he can survive ( Read more... )

This year has made me realize that no matter how much people tell me that its a lot of fun to hook up with someone and that it doesnt mean anything, i will not want to for that exact reason; it does not mean anything. i am not someone who will get any sort of fufillment out of a hott hook up session, the only reason i could see for "hooking up" ( Read more... )

1. More than anything, i want to get married and have a family. 2-3 kids preferably. Living in nor cal or somewhere cool on the east coast. with a vacation home in italy ( Read more... )