It's not that I want to kill myself, it's just some days I feel as if the world would be better off with me dead

So, the one thing that I regret not doing most in life, is not going into the military. if I had gone in.. I would be almost out right now... but then I think.. what would I do with 6 years of training and knowledge of weapon guidance systems... then I think.. and go.. OH YEAH BUILD A HUGE WEAPON AND BECOME WORLD DICTATOR! oh well.. dreams come and

being in love with someone, and seeing them with someone else is a hard fact of life. I think this is why I tend to end up being cold and bitter so that my heart doesn't get affected by such things.

I hate birthday depression...

ok... So I've added a plethora of ex's on facebook since I first started using it.. and some of them I've noticed weird things... about 70%~ of their current significant others have strange resemblances to me... I don't know if this is just me being egotistical and thinking they never fully got over me, or I'm just imagining things.... or they ( Read more... )

Here are a few things I've come to realize about women I've been in a relationship with.

1.) I've spent more time with their friends, than mine.

2.) They are skeptical about the people I know

3.) My friends are a little scary, in their eyes.

why is this always the cycle?

personal joys of facebook... Watching Eskimo sisters post in the same status and not all of them knowing it..

I hate depression.. I hate it alot

what happened to my heartless nature? where did that part of me go... cause ya know what.. I want it back.

edit: never mind found it, knew it was in there

I understand the joys of suffering from anxiety... But... WHY WAIT TILL WE'RE AT THE HOUSE BEFORE LETTING IT OUT FULL FORCE? YOU KNEW! YOU FUCKING KNEW ABOUT THIS BEFORE HAND! ARGH!!! I just want to slap a bitch...