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Serotonin, Dreamscapes, and the Zoloft inception
Last night, I dreamed of you in such detail that it did not disappear or turn hazy when I woke up ( Read more... ) -
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I am writing again now. I have something new in my life that is not all the way disappointing for the first time in year. IT's strange to be almost happy. I hadn't realized until it came how unhappy I have been, but now I can see it so clearly and it makes me feel strange and tall, somehow (though that makes no sense ( Read more... ) -
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It's been so long since I suddenly wished I could go to sleep for just long enough that I could stop wishing that I could go to sleep forever ( Read more... ) -
RIP Steve Jobs
Do I want to be in law school? Most likely not, but here I am. I don't know where all the love has gone, but it's gone. There's nothing in the day to day that shocks me, though there is plenty that moves me, and i suppose that has to be enough. there are some many good things, a good boy and a good love we share ( Read more... ) -
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He says I will live forever, but that's not entirely true, and while I don't want to speak a tragedy into existence I am still very afraid of this thing that I thought that I would one day NOT be afraid of ( Read more... ) -
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I've built this whole new life, and I don't want any of it. -
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Sometimes I think that I was born to invent something that is so dirty that when you say the word for what it is your tongue becomes heavy with soot. Sometimes I think about what soot is, about how it's different from just plain dirt, and then I wonder about cinders and how that pretty little princess came to be covered and named for the blackness ( Read more... ) -
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Have you ever missed someone in a way that will never come back to you? Like the end of the beginning of lightning ( Read more... ) -
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I've done something very bad, unbelievably bad, and I think it means that I have no options. It doesn't make sense, thinking that, but I think it, and it won't go away ( Read more... )