First Name: Chris ( Read more... )

I can't imagine all the people that you know ( Read more... )

A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face ( Read more... )

im so sorry...

yet another one of those nights that i honestly dont care. i think this is beginning to be a slight problem. is it natural for one to be so angry that they do not care whether they live or die, fail or succeed, love or hate?

once again i must say that this summer has been fun, thanks to all those who made it that way. this last week i want to be a complete bash, which it will be. enjoy what little time is left, its another year before we can do it again.

at first it was horrible, then slowly things began to look up... a few high points followed by twice as many lows. July brought new friends, both good and bad ones, but friendships that will last forever. Now is yet another low point, although it should not be. Only two weeks or so left and I hate to end it in a lull, perhaps however it will be ( Read more... )

last night was unlike an other i have had. not because of the great time, there was none, or because of the people i spent it with, there was no one. instead it was absolutely crazy just how much i did not care about anything at all. has that ever happened to you? where for some unknown reason you just do not care about anything at all. i mean ( Read more... )

its starting to fade now. i dont want it to, but it is without my consent. i still feel the way that i have since although i am starting to forget why. so much could have been done different, was i just too stupid to see what was going on? perhaps there was nothing there, but i thought i saw it. i would say i dont care, or that i will just ( Read more... )

Looking at the last few days in perfect hind sight have made me realize this, I, you see, am a horrible person. This is really not open to discussion despite what others might say. My actions in this case do not speak louder than my feelings, I am so sickened by my lack of perfection (or at least near) that I can no longer describe it. What ( Read more... )