just one of those days.
last night was unlike an other i have had. not because of the great time, there was none, or because of the people i spent it with, there was no one. instead it was absolutely crazy just how much i did not care about anything at all. has that ever happened to you? where for some unknown reason you just do not care about anything at all. i mean life, death, love, hate, it all seems the same to you. i do not know why or if it is bad that it happened to me, but i am glad it did. to see complete hopelesness and to stare it in the face is truly amazing.