So today I finally got to sit down with Tom and have a real talk. after using every example I could think of to try to show him my perspective I think it finally clicked. His mom helped me out a little and after cutting him off I think is willing to compromise. He took me for an early evening drive to see Alabama and its gorgeous features. The ( Read more... )

So today Tom got to drive his truck for the first time, it was strange sitting in the passanger seat with him driving. He drives like an old lady. He doesnt go over 45mph, its funny. So today my best friends just disappeared on me with out a word. I was talking to them online and then out of no where, without any warning they were gone.(You know ( Read more... )

This morning he woke up and kissed me and told me he lves me and that he wants me to stay. Ill give it one more try, Ilove him I cant just leave there would be to many "what ifs?" I know we are just stressing about finances and what not but he really hurt me last night. I'm better than that though, I'm stronger then that too, I cant let him knock ( Read more... )

Is romance to much to ask from your boyfrien when he has dragged you 1000 miles away from home and he is the only person you truly know and he has been treating you like shit, apparently or thats the lesson ive been taught over the past month. Im having second thoughts on weither or not i should have moved here. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep just ( Read more... )

Today i went shopping with tom and his mom, we spent $80 on one outfit for my big interview tomorrow. I hope it wasnt all for nothing. I could really use the money right now. Thanx for the reply cherry2004 it made feel better. I miss you too, and can't wait for you guys to come and visit me. You are still coming right ( Read more... )

Today i learned alittle more about computers. Everyday i'm away from my freinds i miss them more and more, you know who you are. I hope certian people read this and realize i did not leave them to be cruel, i left for a better life and i hope you understand. I love you and didnt want to leave but i could no longer survive there. Please get in touch ( Read more... )