Romance and Boys
Is romance to much to ask from your boyfrien when he has dragged you 1000 miles away from home and he is the only person you truly know and he has been treating you like shit, apparently or thats the lesson ive been taught over the past month. Im having second thoughts on weither or not i should have moved here. Sometimes i cry myself to sleep just wishing he would hold me and he doesnt. Is that what love is? I didnt used to think so, but now i think love is completely one sided. I really beleive men dont love they fuck and if they like the sex they say its love and stay with you. I havent ever doubted myself like this before and if im right im stuck with no place to turn to to. I have no friends here, no one to talk to and sometimes it feels like he has made sure of that, i feel completely isoslated