One more try

[goddesblondie]

This morning he woke up and kissed me and told me he lves me and that he wants me to stay. Ill give it one more try, Ilove him I cant just leave there would be to many "what ifs?" I know we are just stressing about finances and what not but he really hurt me last night. I'm better than that though, I'm stronger then that too, I cant let him knock me down with words, he is just angry it wiil blow over, I hope. I'm really depressed now that I found out Alex and Tina arent coming that was gonna be my reminder of home. It was gonna help through the hard times. I miss you guys so much, but I dont miss the Hgts. and I cant come back until I know for sure this was a mistake. I have to fight it out. I just need your help, what do I do now? Do I keep my mouth shut and never mention the issues again? Or do i remind him I'm still not completely happy and we need to work this out. If I say that he might explode again though, see, I need your help!!! Besides even if I wanted to leave I dont have the money to get home. I promise if it doesnt work out htis time I'm coming home, no matter what he says. I need your advice though guys, Ive stayed quiet today but should I stay that way? HELP
Love ya;
GOD