According to a close friend its time to get me committed. My options are A: a relationship B: a cause C: mental hospital... The future looks brighter than ever
If you ask me C is the most realistic option right now

didn't feel so "alone" for a long long time ... trying to shake it off only makes it worst because cant find the energy to do so, plus feels like most of my true friends are busy with their own stuf and other people i "know" i just dont have the patience for them, its like a vicious circle, a close friend said " you are just bored", very true, i ( Read more... )

 It’s really annoying seeing all the “beautiful souls” musicians and artists from around the world refusing to perform in Israel, what a bunch of hypocrites, you say you are against Israel’s government’s policies in the west bank and Gaza strip … well why didn’t you refuse to perform in the US when you all were against the war US administration is ( Read more... )

"You are VERY talented, have I told you? Your black and white stuff is pure ART! You should have an exhibit or something...

Cheers!
Isa "

Oh so good to hear appreciation of my work … pushes me a little bit closer to taking it further

A new family is borne Sovoroff Chapman Webb  
Merlin and Vichka did it

Many things I don’t like when it comes to relationships between people, but the one I hate the most is being tested … maybe its my fear from failing the test that repeals me, probably it’s just the feeling of mistrust that bothers me... anyway enough with gloomy thoughts because all in all life is not bad at all …

I am so calm, so relaxed … that I can’t really begin explaining why …

Not much point in getting pissed at the world … most likely it still won’t give a shit about you …
but still, it sucks being taken for granted by friends

Pain can be a very beautiful feeling … and a very beautiful feeling can bring pain … right now it’s all mixed up … what will come up on top? No way to know

When it comes to women and me its not that I don’t understand them … its I don’t understand myself … I feel like I am running around like headless chicken bumping into things … I get exited every time I meet one, I get bummed out every time I understand she is not the one … I have the capacity to feel and love and care … but I am confused the fuck ( Read more... )