"why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have?"
god. sex and the city is brilliant.

nous portons nos coeurs sur nos manches, et il y a des etoiles dans nos yeux. nous sommes l'avenir.an all-expenses paid apartment with an incredibly well-decorated interior can't even distract me from the fact that i ( Read more... )

i dreamt about war last night. explosions and destruction.
it was the only thing we had left.
<3<3

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today i found a new friend named stuart little.
fate brought us together.
<3<3

i need the new ashlee simpson cd ( Read more... )

that is my new nickname, don'tya know?
newsflash: talking to your best friends, pop punk, and driving in the car with the windows down cure sadness and feeling sorry for yourself. like whoa ( Read more... )

got my loan stuff. i'm ready. i think i can actually do it. soooo happy about that.
but overall, i'm just real upset and curious as to why i keep doing this shit. and why i'm still letting people that shouldn't matter in my life anymore hurt me.
and why i keep thinking so unrealistically...
whatever.
<3<3

work was hell today. and i almost got fired.
moving back. paying for everything myself. it's going to be hell. maybe i should just stay the 6 months. i really need advice here, guys. is it worth it? i don't even know anymore. help me.i'm so confused ( Read more... )

i know you well enough to know you never loved me/
there was one foul this weekend. not that this person even cares. but all i have to say is...thank you for making me realize how much BETTER i am than all that.
you've got this silly way of keeping me on the edge of my seat/and there was one huge plus. and all i have to say is...thank you for ( Read more... )

this weekend made me way too happy for my own good.
i'm almost scared...not that i expect you to really understand that. but i am.
i definitely got alot of things made clear to me while i was down there, including who my true friends are, and what kind of person i want to be when i come back (and who i'm so dating when i come back, haha ( Read more... )