Jul 05, 2004 01:49
"why do we let the one thing we don't have affect how we feel about all the things we do have?"
god. sex and the city is brilliant.
nous portons nos coeurs sur nos manches, et il y a des etoiles dans nos yeux. nous sommes l'avenir.
an all-expenses paid apartment with an incredibly well-decorated interior can't even distract me from the fact that i am incredibly lonely. today was a day that should have been spent with friends at the pool or at a cookout, or downtown at the fireworks. but instead, i woke up, watched the roseanne marathon, made poortabella mushrooms for lunch, went to work and got paid shit, and then came home and ate taco bell while watching some fireworks with my mother and then watching a movie while discussing it over the internet with kack, until she left me. and now i'm sitting here brooding and watching sex and the city.
i miss the way affection feels. my parents aren't big on that, and even if they were, it wouldn't be the same as laying on the couch and watching a movie with the guy you like, or laying in bed with your best friend and taking a nap.
we are all open. we are all blind. we are the youth.