I didn't actually feel like updating entirely, so since i'm bored, i'm going to just fill out this survey which i doubt any of u will read in it's entirety, but whatever... haha ( Read more... )

because i am feeling completely lazy and don't want to go into the details of all that has happened this last month... i am going to oversimplifly everything and explain it all in bullet formation giving no special importance to any specific thing, serious or not ( Read more... )

due to meg's comment on my previous post... i decided to dedicate this entry to her ( Read more... )

man... do u ever have those moments where u just want to hit ur head against the wall for ur stupidity??? well... it just happened for me ( Read more... )

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ok, so remember last my last entry? try to ignore most of the first two paragraphs...why?... well, lets just say that travis and i got into it... and we fought horribly and said some horrible stuff to each other... and i realized what a dumbass he is and how i didn't really love him, i just wanted to believe that i loved him, because i didn't think ( Read more... )

yeah, so it's been awhile... and frankly i didn't think anyone actually cared about what i wrote in here...but for those who do, I'll give you a little update on my life ( Read more... )

First and foremost, I just wanted to say sorry to you Meg. I haven't called you back and I've been a bad friend. Things have just been very hectic over here, and I've been trying to keep myself on course. I promise I will call you soon though ( Read more... )

I suck... I'm a horrible person... I ruin people's lives... I shouldn't be allowed to talk to others... I don't know what's wrong with me... I don't deserve any good to happen ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to start... it's like everything in my life is falling apart.. ok, so i'm exaggerating, it's not everything, but it's a huge chunk of it. I don't know what to do anymore, I feel so lost and alone and it's awful. Travis and I are... well... who knows... This relationship is hanging on by the thinnest thread imaginable... It ( Read more... )