yayayayayayayay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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i am so freaking happy i feel like i'm on a high right now! i don't know how to describe it, i just feel like for once everything is fitting into place... i'm actually talking to the people in my life that really matter to me, all the friends that have always been there for me through good & bad times... i'm ssooooooooooooooo excited that i actually get to see a lot of them... i miss them all more than i think they imagine... i really miss the east coast... i'm so excited about starting school... i'm soooo excited about all the classes i'm going to get to take... i am going to have a blast (do a lot of hard work, but have a blast at the same time)... i'm also excited about christmas and new year's and being on a cruise by myself with my grandmother... i am going to meet soooo many new people, and even if i don't, i know i'm my own best friend and that i'll have a good time on my own regardless :) (ok, i know these things aren't in order, but bear with me because i'm just letting these thoughts flow out of my head atm)... i'm excited about being over relationships, i'm excited about being single, i'm excited about flirting and not feeling guilty, i'm excited about thinking about sex with other people and not feeling guilty, i'm excited to finally get to be me again... i really missed that, it's amazing that u don't realize how unhappy u were, until ur really happy again... and even though things aren't going well at all between my parents... i'm so happy with my life right now that their's isn't dragging me down... i'm just so excited about life right now... i love what i'm doing, i love where i'm headed, and i especially love all the people that are going down that road with me, because i don't know what i would do without my friends... i need all of u in my life :) and i hope u feel the same haha
i am so freaking happy i feel like i'm on a high right now! i don't know how to describe it, i just feel like for once everything is fitting into place... i'm actually talking to the people in my life that really matter to me, all the friends that have always been there for me through good & bad times... i'm ssooooooooooooooo excited that i actually get to see a lot of them... i miss them all more than i think they imagine... i really miss the east coast... i'm so excited about starting school... i'm soooo excited about all the classes i'm going to get to take... i am going to have a blast (do a lot of hard work, but have a blast at the same time)... i'm also excited about christmas and new year's and being on a cruise by myself with my grandmother... i am going to meet soooo many new people, and even if i don't, i know i'm my own best friend and that i'll have a good time on my own regardless :) (ok, i know these things aren't in order, but bear with me because i'm just letting these thoughts flow out of my head atm)... i'm excited about being over relationships, i'm excited about being single, i'm excited about flirting and not feeling guilty, i'm excited about thinking about sex with other people and not feeling guilty, i'm excited to finally get to be me again... i really missed that, it's amazing that u don't realize how unhappy u were, until ur really happy again... and even though things aren't going well at all between my parents... i'm so happy with my life right now that their's isn't dragging me down... i'm just so excited about life right now... i love what i'm doing, i love where i'm headed, and i especially love all the people that are going down that road with me, because i don't know what i would do without my friends... i need all of u in my life :) and i hope u feel the same haha