today i took a walk and went to "our place ( Read more... )

i wonder if everything i write about in my journal is a drag. or maybe its mostly positive. maybe it alternates between the two extremes, so i was thinking i'd really like to make a mediocre journal entry. school's okay, life's okay. i have too many situations to worry about with the male sex, as usual. making music is cool. seeing people i like is ( Read more... )

i've been so fucking lonely lately, and out of the last three cuddle buddies i've had, two of them tried to get in my pants while i was unconscious (i woke up with a hand in my pants). dennis and travis left tonight (the traveling miras, our brief two-day music project, recorded a cd two nights ago and played a show last night). they inspired me so ( Read more... )

for TWL and KGP ( Read more... )

i've been listening to mellon collie and the infinite sadness over and over ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot about writing lately. i realized recently that i'm really not that great of a writer, and i've been doing a lot of expanding: reading new things, trying to write differently than i always have. i've been pretty frustrated with this whole writing thing this past week; just realizing how it isn't something i really have a ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking antsy. being stuck in a box staring at a box all day isn't helping. gogol bordello is playing in new orleans tonight but i'm stuck here thanks to lsu game traffic. i can't wait til ghost mice again, they always pick me up. lebowskifest is this week... what a great idea, huh? i'm feeding tomorrow at the levee at 2pm. come if you're ( Read more... )

i got new tattoos today... sometimes i have trouble sleeping alone. i'm feeling impatient about the zine. tonight matthew sang me to sleep; i think he might be an angel... gotta nod out

oooookay it took us another day to get out to ATX cause the mechanic turned out to be a complete shitwipe... we got to stay with my mom's cousin who paid a grand so we could get my car--fuckyeah--and fed us breakfast and we're finally here and spacebags and shady keeps jumping into the lake swimming around for hours and chasing the ducks and i have ( Read more... )

well, my car broke on the way to austin and they had to keep it overnight so we were stranded here, and i didn't have any way to contact anyone i know in this city except amanda who wasn't answering. by some miracle, anna's mom's friend's son john said we could stay with him and he put us up for the night. before he picked us up we were hanging out ( Read more... )