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i've been so fucking lonely lately, and out of the last three cuddle buddies i've had, two of them tried to get in my pants while i was unconscious (i woke up with a hand in my pants). dennis and travis left tonight (the traveling miras, our brief two-day music project, recorded a cd two nights ago and played a show last night). they inspired me so much, really got me stoked about making music again. it always feels so empty in my house after i've had kids staying here, and i hate it. i'm moving this week, not sure where. maybe just out. after my exams, i'm hopefully headed to austin or florida, but i've gotta set up a ride because i don't think my car will make it with the front right side bashed in from the wreck i got in on monday (some asshole hit me and drove off). i keep seeking fulfillment in places i know i can't find it. same ol story.