oh boy...here it goes ( Read more... )

i have become incredibly invested in my relationship.....and its scaring the shit out of me.
it will be 6 months in january.
i am seriously terrified of being hurt and i am seriously terrified of falling head over heels in love for this guy.
it sounds so ridiculous.
i love him, but is there a difference between loving someone and being in love with ( Read more... )

My back is still killing me. (i have a SWEET kidney infection! Kick me in the face ( Read more... )

My back is seriously pissed at me or something...it has never hurt like this. EVER.

Ash, Kim and I went to AO's house for dinner last night. I dont think I've eaten that much in a LONG time. It was so delicious. Then we saw her new house. Her kitchen made me pee my pants. Its amaaazing.

I got up supa late for work today and FREAKED the fuck out. Mike ( Read more... )

my nerves are shot.
ive had it up to here.
im probably going to freak the fuck out at any minute.
so unless you're ready for that, and willing to deal with it,
STOP. just STOP.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

jesus.

whores are....whores ( Read more... )

He told me he likes me...alot. im really starting to like him alot too. : ) there was some pretty serious talkin last night. about alot of stuff in the past, and issue we both have with relationships and all that messy stuff....i think we think alot alike, and i think we have alot to learn from eachother. i like that....alot ( Read more... )

sarah was kinda right...we might have a boo. : )

the 4th was AMAZING!  AO took us to the wayne/westland fireworks! SO GOOD!!!

my knee has been hurting me...i think its karma for blowing off work on tuesday. oops.

off the get a bagel dog!! mmm.

oh yeah. we'll get deep in about 15 minutes when i get back with my food...so get ready bitches.

Sarah says I have a boo ( Read more... )

you know that plane crash in lake michigan everyone on the news has been talking about?....i know a guy that died in it. he worked with me in the transplant center. he was delivering a pair of lungs to a transplant patient, coming back from picking them up in milwalkie...the plan crashed into lake michigan and everyone was killed....i worked with ( Read more... )