Good God.
oh boy...here it goes...
you know. i think i only turn to thing thing anymore when i absolutly cant keep my mouth shut and there is NO one to talk to.
Anyways.
I went to UIFI. It literally changed my life...I think? I really cant tell if this is just part of the high that you get coming out of one of those things or if I have just truely found my calling. Either way I sure did find something. I found people, one in particular, that made me reeeeally think about just exactly what do I want from life? Do I want the relationship I have, or another one? Do I really want to do what I'm going to school to do or do I want something more? Do I want to change lives? Do I want to keep wishing on stars, or do I want to reach for them?
Wow...those are some loaded questions. And now, all I can think about is the answers...It's always the hardest to come to terms with your own thoughts. And I dont have any real way to get ahold of the people that could help me answer these stupid questions...I can't very well sit in front of Facebook all goddamn day can I? NO (even though I have tried). I cant believe I'm doubting not only myself but something that I have taken a YEAR to build...LITERALLY. What the fuck, right?
If I could buy the answers to these stupid questions I would pay ANYTHING. Someone please help.
you know. i think i only turn to thing thing anymore when i absolutly cant keep my mouth shut and there is NO one to talk to.
Anyways.
I went to UIFI. It literally changed my life...I think? I really cant tell if this is just part of the high that you get coming out of one of those things or if I have just truely found my calling. Either way I sure did find something. I found people, one in particular, that made me reeeeally think about just exactly what do I want from life? Do I want the relationship I have, or another one? Do I really want to do what I'm going to school to do or do I want something more? Do I want to change lives? Do I want to keep wishing on stars, or do I want to reach for them?
Wow...those are some loaded questions. And now, all I can think about is the answers...It's always the hardest to come to terms with your own thoughts. And I dont have any real way to get ahold of the people that could help me answer these stupid questions...I can't very well sit in front of Facebook all goddamn day can I? NO (even though I have tried). I cant believe I'm doubting not only myself but something that I have taken a YEAR to build...LITERALLY. What the fuck, right?
If I could buy the answers to these stupid questions I would pay ANYTHING. Someone please help.