hmmm. new lj.

i swear im not avoiding you!

this is all so weird. and i love it. i can't even begin to explain my feelings for him.
he's THE PERFECT BOYFRIEND. he's old enough to know what he wants, and he wants ME. oh and get this, my dad actually likes him! so does cora. and yes, he proposed. kind of. during sex. how romantiiiiiic <3 i'm so happy with him, but that doesnt stop me from ( Read more... )

By hook or by crook, you'll be 1st in his book, for an impaled affair. be a carcass, be limblessly in love.

i'm officially OBSESSED with siouxsie sioux.

i do sexy dances to her songs (mostly peek a boo). dress in all your gothic glory and come join me.

today was so much fun. except for that part where i accidently made him cry, and when i accidently made him break out in hives. other than that, it was great.. *looks around* i'm glad he thought it was cute when i hid his shoes and told him it was because i never wanted him to leave, because i meant it ( Read more... )

it sucks that i have to go through this without the person i love. i can't believe he's so willing to give up on me. i don't even care anymore. i'm just kind of numb when i think about him. he obviously wasn't man enough for me ( Read more... )

1 8001800 1800 WIREDadorable affordable guranteed diecretion int he story iof my life youll barely geta mentionim desecrated, overrated
still somehow illuminuated im in yiou rhead im infrared i wont be leaving soon
1 8oo fuck you too but ill be gone way before you

ok, so i've recently hurt some people (unintentionally of course) but i'm human, i make mistakes and don't expect me to act like an adult all the time. i've learned my lesson and i know i fucked things up so bad, i know i cant ever have something that good again. i really wanted things to work out, i did try, but it has to go both ways. if he's ok ( Read more... )

the play turned out AWESOME. i had so much fun. tonight was such a good night. i'm so buzzed. i accidently flirted with greg all night. at first i couldnt stand him. but he's such a sweetheart. on friday night when i was crying he literally ran outside to get his tissue and sunglasses (he knows how much i love his sunglasses) so people wouldnt ( Read more... )

i'm not too proud to confess that you have me down on scraped knees.
and sometimes when you leave, you leave a lot.

ok, are you ready for something original for once?

mostly, you just make me mad.

i stayed at angelinas house last night. robby and i went on a random exercise mission and decided to go jogging at like 11 pm. it wasnt long before i got MASSIVE cramps in my sides and, yeah, we mostly walked. but i totally beat his ass at sit ups, which suprised me. robby has the best relationship advice. i mean, he's such an asshole most of the ( Read more... )