so if you've talked to me at all lately, you know how i'm feeling, and i have to say it's not getting any better.

breakfast: smirnoff

i woke up with my shirt off.

my city's a creep!

repeat.

lcd soundsystem <3333333 catchy.

my boyfriend <3333333333333333333333 it's official, i can't live without him.

peachy the cat <33333 too cute!

my jeans and strapless bra i left at vanessas <3333 i can't live without them either.

alcohol <333333 vanessa. get ready to partyyyy. but you know how our "parties" usually ( Read more... )

last night i dreamt that vanessa got a boyfriend and i was really upset (in the dream). honestly i dont know why she hasnt had about million bfs by now. she's model gorgeous and so much fun to be around. if she werent my bff/ cosmic soulmate i'd be all up in that. so i started thinking, very crudely, "what does it take to get into vanessa's pants ( Read more... )

its raining like a mofo right now! the weather is so crazy. its hurricane season, woohoooooooooo. it sucks. i talked to vanessa last night. i love our little talks. oooh we have to decide what we are going to be for halloween. i think we were flamingos once. no nightmares last night, which is good, but i still had a hard time sleeping for some ( Read more... )

i'm in a list-y kind of mood. and i'm bored ( Read more... )

wow, its been a while since i wrote. um, so the kid with the chemicals ended going to juvie for selling coke. without telling me. i get a call 6 months after he disappeared telling me all this. he wants to be friends still. OH YEAH RIGHTTTTTT. i hate guys. i hate guys. i hate guys. i hate guys who tell me they are 17 when they are really 26 and the ( Read more... )

g-g-gia! wooooooooooooooooooooooooo. gnats almost ate me alive! starring: DEPPLY CREEPY live at the starwood! bring your own blow up doll, cuz i'm not sharing. everyday i wish i was cooler.

i REALLY want a guillotine in my room.... i don't want it to actually work or anything. why am i so obsessed with serial killers and gore? anyone care to analyze? TELL ME WHY I AM THE WAY I AM BECAUSE I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW YOUR OPINION. end caps lock.

it's pretty damn early. i dont even have to be at work until 9...but jason just left for california. YES. blah blah work sucks now that stuart isnt working there anymore. not that we would be working at the same time anymore but still. we totally took seeing each other everyday for granted. sitting in the dryer just wont be the same...my EYES feel ( Read more... )