we're older now and i don't know who any of you are anymore.

for some reason i'm taking 17 credits next semester ( Read more... )

http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/11/04/obama.transcript/index.html?imw=Y&iref=mpstoryemail

i'll write in this again one day and i can't wait to discover what comes out. in the meantime, i'm so busy. so happy. so perplexed. insert emotions a-z.

happy holidays!

so many moments build up until the images pop fireworks off in my brain and i burst like technicolor images rewinding on a film reel. this is when i feel like an emotional mess. squatting, knees making imprints in the sand, i talk to a distant friend about dirty laundry and the future and how the two are probably more similar than most think. only ( Read more... )

i live in amherst now. my childhood bureau is repainted, and i'm feeling very ready to grow up and keep growing. is that an odd thing to feel after you've already reached age five when growing up meant cool things, like telling kids like you what to do, and drinking things out of cups with no cover and no leak-free locks? now all it means is paying ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night where i was trapped underwater and when i looked up towards the surface, all i could see were limp bodies floating in a confetti fashion. the light striped their clothing and on occassion, i would witness people from above the water jump in to save others, but as they started to ascend, the limp striped bodies came to life ( Read more... )

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seriously?! the waiting room of a hospital filled with educated people trained to save sick people and she died on the floor. such a sad, sad world sometimes.

everyone is so goddamn impatient and it makes me sad. ultimately, we're in this together. we have no where else to go but one step closer to our destination. chill out, please ( Read more... )

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