i hope there is life on mars.
everyone is so goddamn impatient and it makes me sad. ultimately, we're in this together. we have no where else to go but one step closer to our destination. chill out, please.
i need to keep reminding myself how important it is to follow through with my hopes and dreams without flaking out beforehand due to my fear of the unknown. most of the time i incorrectly pair seperate definitions into synonyms. i think the "unknown" really means the "inevitability of bad things to come" and i know how unrealistic and untrue that is, but i just can't help but worry that every choice i make will be the wrong one.
thats all i really have to say for now. just a lot of angst and anxiety. when i DONT think about things unknown and focus solely on what i DO know, i am so very very happy. my family is great. jesse is incredible. friends are fun. work is rewarding (in an odd way.) and i guess thats all i need to think about for now.
i need to keep reminding myself how important it is to follow through with my hopes and dreams without flaking out beforehand due to my fear of the unknown. most of the time i incorrectly pair seperate definitions into synonyms. i think the "unknown" really means the "inevitability of bad things to come" and i know how unrealistic and untrue that is, but i just can't help but worry that every choice i make will be the wrong one.
thats all i really have to say for now. just a lot of angst and anxiety. when i DONT think about things unknown and focus solely on what i DO know, i am so very very happy. my family is great. jesse is incredible. friends are fun. work is rewarding (in an odd way.) and i guess thats all i need to think about for now.