I got my partner, who I knew from a past life, by telling him. I even said 'I think you'll run away or be scared by this, but I will regret never telling you X,' and then I spent two hours telling him. When he told me 'I have to think about it,' I felt like my heart had shattered, and when he came to me the next day and asked me out... well it was indescribable. It still is
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God when you're good, you're good. I think you so eloquently put it exactly as I am thinking about it. Form "What's the point of being with someone who doesn't want your honesty" to "There in lies the answer".
You are one LUCKY babe to know, and do that. I have had dreams. I have had things written down for YEARS.. and you defiantly KNOW what it feels like when you see THEM. And just shit incredible bricks.
I was speaking to another of my friends last night. She knows nearly all the "signs" and "criteria".. and she was telling me as well to just go for it. I guess I'm so stressed out at the concept of loosing "my only chance"- if it is my only chance, maybe I'm just thinking that it is- I have no rational to this.
I am going to tell him. Strait. Not in the "by the way you have to marry me" kind of thing, but I will reveal to him some of the things I DO know about him (things he has never advertised, but, you know- I KNOW).
Now it's the matter of getting in contact with him again and setting up a "date"? Yarg. SO difficult. XD
Alright. I was waiting to read the whole thing to offer you my thoughts and comfort, however little it is due to the distance. I'm going to agree with the Elk Way man and advice for you to take a deep breath and keep it cool. If it's your fate to be with the guy, then no matter how many chicks are around him, he'll be yours. Just try to release your anxiety and regain your inner peace or you'll get worse.
Just keep in mind, Bernie, that even if we've been told that we can change our destiny, there are some things that are simply meant to be. Deep breaths, sweetie! *hugs!*
I KNOW!!! You are 100% right in what you say.. but matter sof the heart always clash with the head.. and I always sit here going.. "what if?" DAMN YOU, "IF". XDDD
I'm afraid that would be a no-go for me... simply because it falls under the rubric of the cultural borders that I don't like to cross. I dance with an Aztec group and sit in their sphere as well. Those kinds of symbols have to be earned through them, and their Nahuals. I don't care to design an abstract Jaguar, or a "tribal" style Jaguar, but I wouldn't feel comfortable doing an Aztec one. please forgive me for this, but I'm very superstitious about it.
I've been following this, and I haven't said anything because I don't have anything to add, but my thoughts are with you, and I am hoping for the best for you.
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I think you so eloquently put it exactly as I am thinking about it. Form "What's the point of being with someone who doesn't want your honesty" to "There in lies the answer".
You are one LUCKY babe to know, and do that. I have had dreams. I have had things written down for YEARS.. and you defiantly KNOW what it feels like when you see THEM. And just shit incredible bricks.
I was speaking to another of my friends last night. She knows nearly all the "signs" and "criteria".. and she was telling me as well to just go for it. I guess I'm so stressed out at the concept of loosing "my only chance"- if it is my only chance, maybe I'm just thinking that it is- I have no rational to this.
I am going to tell him. Strait. Not in the "by the way you have to marry me" kind of thing, but I will reveal to him some of the things I DO know about him (things he has never advertised, but, you know- I KNOW).
Now it's the matter of getting in contact with him again and setting up a "date"? Yarg. SO difficult. XD
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Just keep in mind, Bernie, that even if we've been told that we can change our destiny, there are some things that are simply meant to be. Deep breaths, sweetie! *hugs!*
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DAMN YOU, "IF". XDDD
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