Hypocrites.  So many fucking hypocrites.

First spravato treatment done.  I feel...better, hopeful.  I don't really know where this is going, but it seems to be positive.  But currently someone is getting on my nerves on twitter.  -.-  I am so sick of people not understanding the basics of genetics.  Just....ugh.  

Brain surgery is happening in about a month to remove a 2.something x 2.something centimeter tumor of some kind.  I will be on anti-siezure meds for the rest of my life most likely.  I may have some weakness on my left side.....because of course, I'm left-handed with writing and art, so of course life would decide to screw me over there.

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You know......all that suicide prevention/reach out stuff is utter fucking bullshit considering some people in this world. The fact is, half of you wouldn't know when someone is in crisis. And the reason you probably wouldn't know is because you've shut that person down. Not intentionally. But by sheer virtue of talking about 'being an adult', ' ( Read more... )

Tuesday night I had decided to nap.  Only, while napping, I apparently had a grand mal seizure.  Kaden/TDC/Erin/Whatever you want to call them and roomie Josh got me to the E.R. while I was still out of it.  I remember dreaming that I was going to the car, like as if we were going to go get food or something.  But I ended up waking up in a daze, ( Read more... )

Binding to be done.  Four scales known.  Will another answer the call to save them all and more?

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Why me?

I may very well have a buyer for the Cthulhu egg.  I hope so.  I'm worried they may try haggling me down though.  But they want to see it before buying it, so, here's hoping.  That would be $150, which is needed.  And with that, I would have made more than double of what I spent on buying the eggs in the first place.

I also finished this last night:


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Lab order is in....

Bottles:

Comparison Of Celebrated Beauties: Vanilla cream, mimosa, and almond blossom.

Venus Cloacina: A magnificent white gardenia in full bloom, gilded by frankincense, sheer musk, and vanilla orchid.

Venus Erycina: Honeysuckle absolute with white gardenia, red patchouli, red amber, and crushed diamond accord.

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