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Brain surgery is happening in about a month to remove a 2.something x 2.something centimeter tumor of some kind. I will be on anti-siezure meds for the rest of my life most likely. I may have some weakness on my left side.....because of course, I'm left-handed with writing and art, so of course life would decide to screw me over there.
We're also trying to move with a quickness, and while we've had a lot of help and support from TDC's friends and people, it's not quite enough. Mostly, currently, lacking in human-power because most of the household just is broken physically. We are going to have to pay for another day on the uhaul because we just can't do it tonight. I should have known better than to push paying for the uhaul so soon. -.- More missteps because I wanted to get this done, and then other things happening to take time away. I'm just......worn thin right now. It's been a long, stressful, and depressing day. I wish I could just curl up and cry, but.....it's so rare that I cry these days. I don't know if I'm just emotionally drained to the point where I can't find the energy, or if maybe it's this thing in my brain. Or something else. It takes a lot to just get me to that point and then it goes away so quickly......
I'm tired....and it's going to be a hectic day tomorrow. So....off to bed with me.