i am posting these pics so my sis can see them! i got the black eye while playing softball tonight. i ended up having to play catcher (a first), and there are no masks i guess. i got nailed in the face with a foul tip, but i didnt cry. *woot* it is really swollen, though. enjoy, sis!

PS: i miss you like WHOA! and i love you! <3 <3 <3


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why are people so stupid? is being rational really that hard? why does everyone feel the need to be all "emo" and shit? i dont get it. grow up already! stop feeling sorry for yourself and suck it up and live your life! (just for the record, this isnt directed at anyone that knows about this thing.) ive been up to lots of nothing. i have a ( Read more... )

that's right: im posting an entry! woo hoo! i dont have much to say, really. i just feel like posting some stuff, so here goes ( Read more... )

odysseus o'toole: august 9, 1996 - august 25, 2005 @--->----

so i moved in yesterday. i went to see nikki and ended up catching her on her way out. i ate in hoernemann with her and a few of her friends, and it was fun. and the food actually tasted ok. i think it's some sort of communist plot. . .saturday isnt getting here soon enough! i want my smokey, damnit! ive been bored like crazy. . .last night i ( Read more... )

grrr. . .ive been in a foul mood for days. im a very disappointed, angry little person right now. i just want to break things and yell 4-letter obscenities at the top of my lungs so that all my neighbors can hear me. i want everyone else to be as miserable as i am. im actually angry at him: that's a first. in other news: fuck fuckity fuck ( Read more... )

my mom is vacuuming already. ive been awake for 2 hours. i have to be at work in 2 more hours. fuck work. im desperately missing my nicotine-flavored earth-tone, as mary so aptly called him. dad leaves tomorrow for a little over a week, which would be the PERFECT time for that little visit, but who knows. i havent heard back from him yet, but ( Read more... )

it's been a long-ass time since i last posted. bret should be visiting me in the very near future, so im unbelievably excited about that. it's so weird: everything seems to make me think of him! even things that i wouldnt normally associate with him spark my memory. . .*sigh* ive never been this crazy about anyone before. . .im such an idiot ( Read more... )

where to begin! my mood has been insane lately. . .all over the place. havent heard from the boy in almost 2 weeks. he's horrible at the whole "keeping in touch" thing. but im dealing. somehow, i am dealing. i swear. . .if i didnt care about him so much, i would kick him in the balls. but i know i have to hang in there and tough it out, and ( Read more... )

i want to kick amanda vance. i hate tim. im resentful toward my parents about tim. i miss bret so much. one month has seemed like a fucking eternity without him and everyone else from school around. i miss all of them. i hate sleeping alone. i hate that i cant talk to any of my friends (with the exception of 1) about my "secrets" because ( Read more... )