Love this song

Overkill--Men at Work

I can't get to sleep
I think about the implications
Of diving in too deep
And possibly the complications

Especially at night
I worry over situations
I know will be alright
Perahaps its just my imagination

Day after day it reappears
Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear
Ghosts appear and fade away

Alone ( Read more... )

First my cell goes all wonky on me, so I don't have access to it (yes, I know part of the time was because I didn't pay my bill on time.  Shut up.)  Now, my land line isn't working.  We had a blackout earlier today, and now the unit won't reset.  So now I don't have ANY phone.

Another Firefly fan video, set to Bonnie Tyler's "I need a Hero"

http://youtube.com/watch?v=mher704il6I

I've taken to sleeping on my couch in the living room the entire night.  At first, it was for a couple of hours, then I'd move to my bed.  This was because of all the nights I spent doing that same thing, more or less.  Now, I think I do it because my bed still feels a little empty ( Read more... )

Someone posted this on the forums for a webcomic I read.  You should listen:  it's shiny.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P4gIcgXzsYk

This is one of my favorite songs, for reasons that are between me and my memory.

The Moody Blues--Your Wildest Dreams

Once upon a time
Once when you were mine
I remember skies
Reflected in your eyes
I wonder where you are
I wonder if you
Think about me
Once upon a time
In your wildest dreams

Once the world was new
Our bodies felt the morning dew
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Phone will be off for a couple of days, while I scrounge money to pay my bill. If you need to contact me, email and I'll send you my home number. If I don't pick up, it's probably because I'm screening the call, so leave a message.

I have good days and bad.  On the whole, I feel quite lonely, and a bit miserable, like there's a hole that needs to be filled, but won't be for a long, long time.  I'm wracked with guilt, and paralyzed by fear.  I'm terrified of saying or doing the wrong thing, and messing up the relationship we have now.

Yep.  That's how things are going.

I found this guy's FanFiction.net profile, and have since read a few of his stories. You should too; each one is a masterpiece.

http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1047027/squirrelkingsquirrelking

Three Manhattans (roughly nine shots), three hours of sleep and Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows equals vivid Potterverse dreams.  Not that there's anything wrong with that.