It's Been About a Month and a Half

[gillacatan]

I have good days and bad.  On the whole, I feel quite lonely, and a bit miserable, like there's a hole that needs to be filled, but won't be for a long, long time.  I'm wracked with guilt, and paralyzed by fear.  I'm terrified of saying or doing the wrong thing, and messing up the relationship we have now.

Yep.  That's how things are going.

Comments

[spiderfaerie]

:(

[gillacatan]

Things will get better. Just takes time, is all... No worries