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I've taken to sleeping on my couch in the living room the entire night. At first, it was for a couple of hours, then I'd move to my bed. This was because of all the nights I spent doing that same thing, more or less. Now, I think I do it because my bed still feels a little empty.
No. Empty isn't quite the right word. Too large? Yes, that's a bit more accurate. I was so accustomed to sharing a bed that now it feels like I have too much space, even though I don't own a double bed.
I miss that closeness; the warmth, the sweet scent of her hair, the curves of her body, the way it felt to be so near someone for so long. All of it, really.
No. Empty isn't quite the right word. Too large? Yes, that's a bit more accurate. I was so accustomed to sharing a bed that now it feels like I have too much space, even though I don't own a double bed.
I miss that closeness; the warmth, the sweet scent of her hair, the curves of her body, the way it felt to be so near someone for so long. All of it, really.