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i hate feelings. i dont want to feel anything right now. i dont like how i feel. i hate it, in fact. expecially how that giddy happy feeling i sometimes get only lasts for a very short time period. how i feel when i think no one wants to talk to me. how i feel after i start rambling becuase i hope itll give someone an idea and theyll talk to me ( Read more... )