HURT ( Read more... )

...I haves a magical box, and it's better than yours.
can someone please tell the voices in my head to leave me alone?


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loving anything is stupid, it just sets you up for failure and pain, im tired of hurting, thus im tired of caring about humans, they fuck everything up, which is pretty much the only thing you can count on them for. I know for a fact that I can't count on anything anymore, b/c everything is a lie...to tell me it isn't would also be lying, I hate ( Read more... )

....So I'm in one of my "moods" again, I can't help it, I think it may be because of some brain fuck ups but w/e this is how I am, I can't blame anyone or anything really for the way I am...I just am. I wonder if anyone ever really cares that much, who they're hurting? or if it ever really occurs to them that they're hurting anyone at all? ( Read more... )

ok this is a shitty poem i wrote a while ago, but it pretty much describes how ive been feeling the last little while i found it in a notebook so yeah...enjoy ( Read more... )

...ok so yeah, im in the happiest mood i've been in in forever! and i cant explain how incredible i feel, idk it's just a certain chain of events and things that have happened and i just feel good lol no i dont feel good, i feel fuckin' great! lol anyway i just felt the need to share that with everyone cuz that's how good i feel lol i cant seem to ( Read more... )

wish i had a goat, i hate everyone, i hate everything, say sandwich, don't look at it!, do you like burritos?, pasta in a cup, i stole a salt shaker and filled it with sugar, i have an itch, i wonder if i can fit that brush in my shirt, thursday?, sleepy head, tuesday, creepy elevator guy, i opened the diet coke can after i saw him shake it, this ( Read more... )

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...i really have nothing to write about, except for the fact that im very happy because, pssssst! i get chinese fooooood!! yes that's right im this excieted about food, chinese happens to be one of my favorites so yeah, lol anyway...im going to go and wait for my food to come so yeah im out...later.

I'm sitting here thinking, about everything, im trying to have a positive outlook, it's kinda hard, but i am trying...i feel a little cheated and sad right now, i guess things weren't how i thought they were, but then again, i knew what was going on, and i knew things were going downhill, i just hoped they wouldn't, but...you know, they did. I did ( Read more... )