loving things
loving anything is stupid, it just sets you up for failure and pain, im tired of hurting, thus im tired of caring about humans, they fuck everything up, which is pretty much the only thing you can count on them for. I know for a fact that I can't count on anything anymore, b/c everything is a lie...to tell me it isn't would also be lying, I hate humans as an entire race in a complete and general sense. I dont hate peoples personalities (as in who they are) I just hate the things they do and say. There is so much stupidity in the world it sometimes overwhelms all my thoughts and I catch myself thinking only of the negative things going on in my life, but then again, are there actually any positive things in the world? truthfully? is anything really as great as we think it is? or is it just a form of relief from the horrible things we have to endure from day to day? and a lifting of the giant emotional weights that we carry on our backs?.......i really think life would be a lot easier if i didn't have emotions.