Aug 01, 2005 16:17
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I'm sitting here thinking, about everything, im trying to have a positive outlook, it's kinda hard, but i am trying...i feel a little cheated and sad right now, i guess things weren't how i thought they were, but then again, i knew what was going on, and i knew things were going downhill, i just hoped they wouldn't, but...you know, they did. I did tried to make things better, i really did, but they still went downhill anyway. Then again, i've got other friends, i just hate when this happens, i think the situation is one way, but really it's another, and i end up looking stupid, or end up hurt. why is it, that the people you care about, the ones you give everything to, and connect with the best, always hurt you the worst?
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