I have completed my last class of my undergraduate career. My last final was yesterday and I finished the class with a B. Done. Done. Done! It has yet to really sink in...though as anticlimactic as this whole thing has been, I wouldn't be surprised if it never really does sink in. It has been receding slowly for months. Either way, I am done and ( Read more... )

A lot has been going on, both in my life and in the world ( Read more... )

Spent ( Read more... )

I had it so together, and now I feel like I'm slipping, even though I am happy. My ability to sleep for longer than an hour at a time is inversly correlated to my anxiety level. And judging by my lack of sleep, and the existence of a well timed cold sore, my anxiety level has broken the measure. Even good things make me anxious...I feel like a ( Read more... )

I have had it. I hate SFF. I hate how it makes people act. I hate what it does to friendships and how it has been run. There were a few of us who were very unsure about trying to run the group, but who took a shot at trying to make it different and hopefully with some help, better. But no, the people who had already been running it didn't want to ( Read more... )

My standards for adult life were way too high. And they are definitely coming down. I feel alone most of the time. Alone at work. Alone at home. What is the fucking point if you are alone? I am bored. I'm depressed. I have like 20 bucks. And I ate one time today...at least I might lose some fucking weight. I realy don't know what I want out of life ( Read more... )

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I have officially moved in to the new apartment...only to discover that it does not in fact have a.c. Very sad. But, with the help of window fans, it is definitely livable. Unless of course I am asleep, in which case, I have to take the window fans out and lock them, as I am on the first floor. And there is no way in hell I am extending an ( Read more... )

not doing anything. But I have to do lots of stuff. And when i have nothing to do, I probably will not have anything.
It's annoying.

And I'm whining.

Bleck.

Expected. Signed up on OkCupid...no matches. None.

I am not suprised.

Duh.