Got to N'awlins safe, yay.

Got ma Bukkit, yay.

Caught some beads, yay.

Macked on a big yummy treebear, yay.

Sadly, I am only borrowing him and have to give him back when I go home, but hey, we are having fun and in this here moment it is all good.

On the minus side, after almost four months of going without one, my godsdamned cycle arrive ( Read more... )

And here is why ( Read more... )

A nice long chat with KK and BBK last night helped me feel better and today I talked with my mom and that always makes things better. I am not nearly as depressed today as I was yesterday. I wish I could report that I am 100% better and well, but the fact is I am keeping my head above water and some days awake and visibly present is the best I ( Read more... )

I dreamed that a certain TreeBear of my acquaintance got back together with his wife. And I woke up to MDB calling me on the phone. Weird juxtaposition that.

BBK liked this picture the best, sweet! It was also my favourite. This is exactly what I look like first thing after a shower on a Saturday morning before I put my glasses on so I can see the world.
Tattoo shows, scars don't, all is well.

((usual drill here, if you don't like adult content, why the fuck are you reading my journal? GTFO))

Once upon a time I was spending time with this guy, can't say dating since we didn't actually go out anywhere, and he had a really fantastic voice. Talking on the phone with him one night, he told me what he wanted to be doing right then. He ( Read more... )

After spending all afternoon with nausea, when then knife-like cramps hit it dawned on me that I feel like shit today because my cycle is trying to start and that explains a lot of the angst and stupid I am suffering from this week as well. Good News: This will pass soon. Bad News: It will return. Gah ( Read more... )

BBK is off the rig and flies out tomorrow for the Bay area, (OMG how much do I want to go to Muir Woods again, and Stinson Beach, let's not even get started on that shit) and so very sweetly called me since he will be busy for a while. How fucking sweet is that shit? Huh!? Very sweet, like eagle brand milk in my coffee sweet. Like pralines and ( Read more... )

BBK is full of win and rawk!

So we have talked almost every day this week, and it is amusing and flirty and fun. Yum. *drools*

Now if I can just be patient until January to actually meet him IRL...

OOH! KK tells me he likes dragons. *sigh* Very Happy Making!

I have ... um... not enough fucking time to get the house clean, my stuff packed, and be ready for the shuttle to pick my happy ass up at 6fucking:30am on Wednesday. OMGWTFGMSC!!! And what am I doing, yeah, fucking off watching CopShow reruns and reading LJ ( Read more... )