Shes the only girl who even when no ones around, i still dont feel alone. Oh and if you read my journal still sweetie, dont dwell to much on my words, you know i'm no writer, and with the mobile entries, i only have so much space.

So, i'm going to be updating this as often as possible in addition to a few other things to try and bring my sanity back within normal levels. I... Lets see. On my mind now is lisa. Shes always gone as quick as she comes. Thats why i call her my stray, always coming back. I think she's trying to find where she wants to stay. It scares me a little. ( Read more... )

Anxiety attacks suck. Why wont it just go away! I wanna gag...

I'm depressed as fuck right now. I feel all alone, and I miss someone I shouldn't miss. They never let me feel alone. *sigh* i feel like I got nothing done today, and I never get anything done. But tomorrow this will all just be a mystery ( Read more... )

I hate the fact this world is based on money, and that i never got anything for free.

"A face i cant say no to"... Maybe i need a new one

Every time I try and get back up, Life kicks me in  the ribs or some other vital area, except harder than before. But in theory, one of us has to run out of energy first, and I'm not going out of this world except for kicking and screaming. So a challenge seems to have been innitiated ( Read more... )

So I get home after getting of work late, dropping off two coworkers, and taking a friend to school. Oh wait then I had to go grocery shopping and pay bills. I come in the door, I hear "where all all those gonna fit ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed i havent been able to update this as often as i like, and depressed because of memories and people dearly missed. Even the one person who told me i could call them, less than five minutes ago, didnt pick up.

I'm angry i havent been able to update this as often as i wanted to. Grr.