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Daily Journal
Forgot to floss last night, whoops! Umm... Today was good, work was long, fun chat with Lisa, decent day at home, (albiet a bit boring) my hair (my only self-concious trait) was insulted, I pouted, but It was all a joke anyway. :D I'll probably try and update before bed again, nothings on my mind at all actually, gonna go burn my lugs out some more ( Read more... ) -
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So, I feel good. I watched the Rest of no country for old Men (Again), and Donnie Darko (Again), fuck that bunny freaks me out. Talked things out a bit with Lisa, made me feel better. I said what I wanted to say, regardless of what she thinks. i just need to stop being 'fraid of the past, she's not the same Lisa, and even I (though barely) changed ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm a twat. I need to stop being one, and remember some of the things she's said. Like "I want to be with you more than words can express" or "Yes, I am really back", or, "You've always been there". Instead of just letting myself be a tawt. I can't even really explain it. I'm just annoyed with myself. haha, Sorry honey, I just let the fact that ( Read more... ) -
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So, Figured out what those big ominous thoughts I was having were. Lisa is in another Crisis-time in her life. The only thing I think I can do is be understanding for her, but that makes me feel like I'm doing nothing at all. I hate feeling like I could do more (for anything) if I could just figure out how. I mean, Does she want to be with me? She ( Read more... ) -
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Just woke up, in a bit of a bad mood, but it'll clear up, I'm sure. I keep thinking all this stupid things,, I worry too much. I think I had a bad dream, and thats why I woke up in such a weird state of "oh my god, I I need to worry about everything, the world is ending" :d Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Well, I have no Idea what I 'm doing today ( Read more... ) -
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So I'm putting daily journal in the subject of all the gibberish that you guys who still read this might as well skip. Today, Long day at work, which was good, only got like... 3-4 hours sleep, not good. haven eaten (much, or enough... no wait, lunch) today, should eat dinner soon I guess. I might have a small party at the house, my mood is weird ( Read more... ) -
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Off to bed, mm... Good day. Gotta get my taxes filed tomorrow and job hunt. Trying to keep a sleep log. Part of the routine thing. -
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Um, Let's see, I've got one more song left to beat in rock band, Green Grass & High Tides, GO FIGURE. it's only one part of the godamned second solo, goes something like this ( Read more... )