*sigh*
Long talk today. Went well, I just neede to remember it everytime I start to get stressed out. I just need to think: it's only time.
She's lovely, I'm irresistable. tada!

So I don't get how you break up with someone and still fuck them. At least when it's a long term relationship. maybe it's because they aren't really broken up at all, and as per the usual, I'm fucked over into being just an object of affection. But let's think positive, let's try and do this. Um ( Read more... )

Let's see. I feel like I'm losing today, But I feel as though I know I am not losing. That time is all that matters. Someone told me that today. It was very nice. I guess I'm doing the right things, you know? Hehe ( Read more... )

if your reading this, don't. like, the only plan I have to write in it is when I'm not happy, at least for the next little while, so if you see me on a regular basis, don't bother reading my journal for a while. If I have any problems, I will go privat but I don't want to do that because feedback from a couple people would b nice, especially ( Read more... )

Argh. depression. I'm so used to it it doesn't bother me, but I need to fight it! I said I would. But how can I win? you know? how can I think positive? Argh. I can. I need patience. I need to believe I should be happy, and other people want me to be happy, and wll try and make me happy, I just need to wait. they(her and others) have problems of ( Read more... )

Can't say I've been very happy as of late ( Read more... )

Decent day, got a whole lot done, got my life all in order, just wish i had someone to enjoy it with. got lonely today. Not like me. Bad omen. Found a song for the worst case scenario. Smile in your sleep.

Been trying to keep up with the entries even though I'm not thinking much lately (it got too difficult). The facts Got to just be overwhelming about the only situation whose outcome was interesting to me, so, I ditched having an active thought process on it. Take me for a ride baby, I trust you ( Read more... )

Real Quick, feeling lazy. Good day, finally managed to talk to Lisa about things, wached AMV VCA 2008, More tomorrow/later.

New Years Day:Saying Goodbye ( Read more... )