Been really lonely lately and with money problems and finding my own place my acting is kinda only secondary in my mind lately. Been so lonely just having my parents to talk to here at home is driving me insane and really miss the feel of being held at night by someone. Would love to find someone that is interested in the same things I am into and ( Read more... )

It takes a memory to in time and place for us to remember sometimes why a space means so much ( Read more... )

To all my friends and family and loved ones....times change so many things sometimes and life doesn't always reflect the things we want it too. Money can't buy happiness its true but it can help us keep things in perspective of what really matters most in the little time we have on this earth. Forgiveness sometimes is more than what's for dinner ( Read more... )

This past few months have me remembering old loves and things I have missed. I have come to the conclusion that sometime the term its better to have loved than lost than never to have loved at all is such bullshit. I get so tired of that crap. Some of the greatest loves of my life have come and gone out of my life many times. I don't lose their ( Read more... )

it would seem henry and i are going to take a break from ourselves for a little while.....we are going to continue to sleep together some but essentially we are breaking it off and starting a new......so I am open to date who i want when i want as long as I am using safety. We will not be living together anymore, we will not be "married" anymore, ( Read more... )

So our trip up here went well enough. Got settled in pretty well, just need to get into a bigger house, which will happen soon we hope...still looking for a place and still working out money issues. Henry tested for the juvinial county counselor position last week, waiting to hear back this week on his results. School is going well for madia and ( Read more... )

So today is going to be filled with cleaning and saying goodbyes and getting the rest of the stuff loaded and ready to go. Come seven am we are on the road for our move to roseburg, or. For those that we didnt get a chance to see and say goodbye to we plan on visiting as often as we can. We want to come by in february hoping to drop in and say hi ( Read more... )

So CJ is looking for a place to rent come the end of december beginning of january as we will be moving to oregon by than. Her options are thin right now. One option is to keep this house that we pay 1350 on rent in martinez and get roommates to help with rent and bills. Other option is renting a room with someone. So I have to ask if anyone knows ( Read more... )

so faire was freezing.....and on friday morning airicka and I woke up sick......by the time it was time to go I had pretty much almost lost my voice....by morning on sat it was gone completely......so the faire gig of the weekend was mute girl......airicka had her first weekend long event and she did wonderfully....she made some great friends and ( Read more... )

So airicka spent this weekend with her mother and came home ill.....her ear had been hurting her all weekend long.....airicka is prone to ear infections and the last time she had one her ear drum bust so I had some concern about it........When she came home from school on monday still complaining I had her sit with me in my dark room and watch ( Read more... )