so it looks like....
it would seem henry and i are going to take a break from ourselves for a little while.....we are going to continue to sleep together some but essentially we are breaking it off and starting a new......so I am open to date who i want when i want as long as I am using safety. We will not be living together anymore, we will not be "married" anymore, we are going back to being essentially just best friends with benefits. While this is going to be difficult for the two of us as you all know, we have done it before and still come back to each other stronger each time. This time might be different, don't know if we will survive this one. He has given me three options, one monogomy, two continued poly with clear boundaries, three we are just best friends with occasional benefits. Which honestly sometimes i feel that is what we already have. the last one that is. You can only tell someone that you wont marry them so many times before he gets fed up with you, which is I guess where we are now. So I have to decide if I want to stay in the bay area or move back in with my mom in atwater at this point. If anyone has a room to rent for cheap and I mean really cheap I might consider that, but right now I can't really afford much. I get paid at the end of this week, but I need to keep some money in the bank for a few days before I can access it. Especially cause I have to wait for henry to mail me my mail from oregon. UGH UGH UGH.