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I obsess about being beaten by my ex...
It was those nights that were so horrible. Being beaten by him when he got angry. I know he loved me very much but he wanted control so bad. He just wanted control and he couldn't have it so he would force it on me. I am not the kind of person that likes control. But I keep picturing him beating me so bad and strangling the life out of me. It ( Read more... ) -
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So I am up at my dads house and I swear I am in so much pain and I don't know why but my dad doesn't understand or want to listen tells me to hurry my ass up when I can't get down the stairs fast enough. Sometimes I feel rushed. And then I am disabled so he treats me like I am retarded sometimes or cracks jokes which aren't funny. I can work part ( Read more... ) -
I hit my head... it's not fair I can't sleep..
I hate, this lack of schedule I have. Ever since, I sustained a concussion, I have what they call post concussion syndrome. My memory is lacking, and I have trouble recalling simple vocabulary words. I used to be quite a word smith. It is not fair. I have trouble falling asleep, and I hear ringing in my ears. I also get very dizzy sometimes. I ( Read more... ) -
Boss from hell?
So I've been working on a project for a long time with this person, she is a good friend, and a horrendous boss. I have to wait when she needs me to do something. So sometimes I am down here for hours at a time and really nothing gets done. It's a book that needs to be published, but it has to go her way or the highway. And I am disabled, and ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Every Four Years
By going to court to try to get a protection order lifted from my Boyfriend whom I love so very much. We have found that he attacked me from having seizures. But he doesn't have proof that is what we are waiting for with the courts. I did not know this why he was acting so strangely that night, but he had been suffering for months and I did tell ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Weatherman’s Day
Winds are blowing at about 60 miles an hour. It sucks it's hailing, snowing and all of the above. It's below zero out. For some of you that love snow and storms and all of that, can you switch places with me,because it's making me sick because I have a migraine. -
Writer's Block: Star Trek
I would probably go to the one that is 600 light years away and is earth like to find out if there is really another planet out there capable of sustaining life. Or I would just want to populate the moon, just the moon, because you can bounce really high!! -
Writer's Block: Tossing and Turning
Oh god that would be last night. I was with my therapist because the state had gone after me because I was pregnant with child. Yeah that's strange. And the state said that I have to switch to their stupid incompetent therapist through a big mental health inc. to monitor my behavior or they will take the child away from me when it is born. It ( Read more... )