blah i hate feeling this way.. why do i miss him so much? i go between being okay with it and wanting to cry.... stephanie says I don't have a right to cry, since it was my choice.. personally i don't really agree with that.. ya know, i mean it wasn't like it was easy for me.. i needed someone there and it wasn't his fault, but he couldn't be. I ( Read more... )

so i got rid of something that needed to happen........ so that's good.. three cheers for achievement :) blah di blah blah blah how are you all

quarterhorse (or whatever stephy's sn is)?? update babe ( Read more... )

1) You're awesome, you make me laugh, i wish your mom wasn't mad at me, you're a great friend always there when I need you, I'm going to miss you so much when I graduate ( Read more... )

Who wants to hear something funny... about how a certain girl didn't check the requirements that the paper has to "be one on which there are different points of view which can be explored by the student" yea.. wow way to go Kristine. Thankfully I only wrote 3 typed pages and I just got a few hours of sleep before I was going to attempt to start ( Read more... )

i'm so worried, what if i'm not good enough what am I going to do then.. this is what I've worked for all my life.. I love music and now I'm soo scared that I'm not good enough that I'm not going to get into college. I have nothing else to go on like the only thing I think I'm good at and what if I'm not good enough what do i do then? i don't know ( Read more... )

I just wanna thank Sam, Jimi, Zach, and Michelle even tho none of them read my lj since they helped me today when I really needed them. Seriously its friends like I have that just keep me able to deal with things. And for all of you who do random things to cheer up my day they mean a lot even if I don't always show it. So basic message you guys are ( Read more... )

yours ( Read more... )

Cover my eyes ( Read more... )

So yea homecoming... fun stuff cept ppl kept on stealing zach from me hahaha well have the time i wasn't paying attention i was dancing with Christine or Sam or the many other ppl I danced with, which was like 50 ish haha. And Ms. B and Ms. Copley dancing in the middle.. AND OMG haha me and Sam requested Britney and it came on SCORE we like ( Read more... )